You choose.

Dear you,

My iPod shuffle's earphone was dirty this morning. I was a bit sad as I couldn't hear any Jason Mraz nor Don Moen songs during the long journey to office.

Yesterday, I was working on NTUC projects. There were a lot of things needed to be done. The main AD is about NTUC's March Holidays promotions and it will be published in newspapers. There were other adaptations for web banners, notus standee, plasma and others. Jeanie, my Senior Designer were working with me. She's nice. I learnt many photoshop shortcuts and design layout from her.

Last night, we stayed very late, I was very tired and sooo sleepy. Jeanie told me to endure. She mentioned how she was often went home on the next day when she started her junior days. She said that's how people can get to be senior. At that time, my mind started to asked many questions. Is this what I wanted in life? Do I want to go back until midnight everyday? Is this the way to get what I wanted? Is this the way to succeed?

There are so many ways people take their steps to achieve their dream/ so called "success". Never in my mind, I want to follow the way Jeanie's has passed. In college days, there were some speakers who came. They are all this successful art director, copywriter and so on. They always mentioned how they often go home very late and some of them even said they have no life. Hearing that, I always talked to myself I don't want to choose that kind of life. I want to have a life, not a working life.

As I am working in an Advertising agency, it is so likely that I will be experiencing it. I believe there is no easy way to achieve great things. For now, I feel it's not the right way to do it. BUT, I'll endure it (at least for another 2 months).

Me.

*Currently loving Jason Mraz "Who Needs Shelter?"